!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ARE PREGNANT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOW...

Just recieved the news.  I have tears of joy in my eyes and I cannot even properly describe the emotions with mere words.

How can I express the joy and excitement?  How does one describe the feeling of pure happiness?
All thes anxiety & frustration faded away, replaced by such a peaceful feeling.

I sit here at work, on the outside calmly typing and texting all the while inside I am having a party!!!!!!

I cannot wait to get out of work and go celebrate! 

I have a son and a daughter :)

We still have to schedule the disclosure meeting, but since I already know the most heinous things that were done to my children, disclosure is a mere formality.  I know disclosure is the time most people are horrified by the details and back out.  For me disclosure is simple more detailed information.  Detailed information is a tool that goes into my toolbox.  Knowledge is power, and the more I have the more I can help, the more resources I can arrange.  For me disclosure is not a deciding factor.  I decided the first moment I was told about them.  The social worker had two sentences out and I fell in love.

I love them already...and I look forward to the day I get to meet my children.

:)

Happiness shared is twice the happiness....pain shared is half the pain....