Just recieved the news. I have tears of joy in my eyes and I cannot even properly describe the emotions with mere words.
How can I express the joy and excitement? How does one describe the feeling of pure happiness?
All thes anxiety & frustration faded away, replaced by such a peaceful feeling.
I sit here at work, on the outside calmly typing and texting all the while inside I am having a party!!!!!!
I cannot wait to get out of work and go celebrate!
I have a son and a daughter :)
We still have to schedule the disclosure meeting, but since I already know the most heinous things that were done to my children, disclosure is a mere formality. I know disclosure is the time most people are horrified by the details and back out. For me disclosure is simple more detailed information. Detailed information is a tool that goes into my toolbox. Knowledge is power, and the more I have the more I can help, the more resources I can arrange. For me disclosure is not a deciding factor. I decided the first moment I was told about them. The social worker had two sentences out and I fell in love.
I love them already...and I look forward to the day I get to meet my children.
Happiness shared is twice the happiness....pain shared is half the pain....